I have been tired most of the day today. I have tried to help Steven fit a door for me, but every time I went to do something I didn’t feel too good. I kept getting pins and needles which was probably due to the Thalidomide effecting my nerves combined with the low blood. I hate the days after stopping the Dex I always feel really tired and useless. I think I am becoming a Dexamethazone addict … waiting for my next fix. Hopefully get my next fix on Thursday after going to the hospital on Wednesday. At least I will be happy and feel a bit better (even if it is only in my head).